Yup, Internet is back again. Hip hip hurray! Hip hip Hurray!

Just woke up, umm the 5th or 6th time now? Cousin kept calling to ask my lil’ sister out. Had a sweet dream, kinda. The Rock was in my dream hahahaha!

The other night dreamed of giving birth to a twins. Very  very adorable. Well, it wasn’t a nature birth. I could feel the pain of my scar on my tummy in the dream. One of the babies have boyfriend’s eyes 

Anyway, Internet is back and I should probably go back to  my assignment which I have to due on Friday. New Development Process of an organization of my choice. I’ve chosen Google Inc. Interesting though

Thinking what to have for branch + late lunch. Curry chicken with rice probably?

Things getting more and more expensive lately. Bought some chicken patties yesterday which surprised me. It was about RM 5 now it is RM 7. So, the prices of drinks and other snacks have been gone up too. Sad.

Trying to edit my questionnaire and have to interview about 30 people for that. Luckily the questions are all set and all I have to do just some modifications. There’s an assignment to hand in next week and I have to do some revisions  for the classes I have been attended lately. Taking Financial Management this semester. Whoa! All the calculation is  pretty interesting, it’s like going back to high school. Gonna take some time to refresh my mind about all the things learnt in mathematics class before lol.

Going to have noodles later. The one that Ace said it looks like pasta. Hip hip hurray!

Ever since I’m home I am not really happy.

Things just go on top today.

1.No internet from home for 3 days now.

2. Love one is not around and didn’t talk much.

3. Spent some money on new network card and modem due to the big thunder the other night which destroyed them.

4. Since it didn’t work, I had to constantly calling the Streamyx about that and they all got me through all these troubleshooting, repeating again and again until I got so fed up and annoyed everytime they said “is there anything else I can help you?” Yes? Fix the damn Internet for me!

5. I hate this new modem. Different brand as the old one. So confuse to get it work and so on. Couldn’t connect to the Internet until I took it to the technician today out of my desperation for Internet. They took about 40 minutes or so to fix it. I can use it now but it is messed up when I plug it into router and also trying to to connect from the wireless.

6. Bebe attracked my sister today because she teased him. Now everybody got a chance to yell at me. I know he does. He always want to find a chance to get a piece of his mind on me and make me feel bad.

7, I have an assignment to hand in soon. Without Internet, I cannot really do it because I need to look for a lot of information for that. And I really don’t want to flunk the subjects. IThis subject is not hard but the requirement from the lecturer is very high. Many people failed his subjects. It is very stressful to keep thinking I must have to pass it and graduate soon. Very very stressful indeed.

8. Internet was one of the thing that makes me forget about the sadness for a little while, but I have lost mine now.

9. I am not happy. Lonely, stressed and depressed.

3 August ’09

The first day back in Malaysia. Feeling really unreal. Everything seems to be unrealistic to me. It’s really hot here but I miss the cold in NZ more. Really wanted to buy another ticket yesterday and fly back straight away after I arrived at the airport. It has been a month and so for me to stick with my babe everday and never been a day to be apart. It is very very weird for me. In the morning, I was in NZ, had McD breakfast, sushi, and miso soup with my baby and there I am in Malaysia walking around and sweating. I really have no idea what am I doing seriously. I’m really stressful and depressed. I walk around and do things just like machine without me feeling anything. It is very weird. It makes me feel worse when I think about my babe feeling sad and lonely that we always snuggled and rubbed each other’s feet to warm up in the blanket, talked and talked until we fell asleep. In the morning, my baby always woke up ealier than I did, then he would get up and open all the windows in the house and make sure I was cold enough so I would jump outta the bed. It was always the same everyday but I miss those days, I miss my honey, I miss how he made me get outta the bed and I had to hit him hard so he would not drink more coffee. I miss my honey bun bun.

7 August ’09

Friday today. So it almost a week since I came  back from NZ. Still trying to fit into the reality. Heard that Ace’s house got some problems it makes me really worried about him now.Hope that he can finish doing everything to secure the house soon and the doggy people will just stay away from it.

So, I have been to university three times this week, for my morning classes which started at 8 a.m. gah! I sure dislike getting up early in the morning and stuck in traffic jam to go to uni. The subjects are ok, not easy-going but ok, so far. Of course, third years subjects are bound to be harder and make my life more busy. I’m taking Financial Management this semester. Oh lord, accounting and financial stuff  again, they always give me a bad headache. The lecturer is a very funny man, so I assume the classes coming for this whole semester is gonna be just fine, hopefully. Oh yea, I got a Distinction for my Marketing Research. Joyful joyful! I put a lot of efforts in this project but I never expect that I could get a distinction (as I didn’t do very well in the final exam ) Anyhow, I’m glad.

Heard that Ace got accompany now, I feel better. I was told that he made a “replacement cathy”. I would like to have a look lol lol sound spooky tho. Still finding it a bit weird to talk to him through the messenger. Feel like he is just in the next room, pretending to chat online again but yea of course, he is miles away now *shrug* Trying to read the book “The hitch-hikers’ guide to the galaxy” but there are a few pages missing in the book. Damn! And, I found that I didn’t bring the next book back.. Damn damn!

Err… just remember that I have some homework to do and must have to hand in on Tuesday. Stress *sigh* Well, start tomorrow then.